Well, I'm always sad. And stressed. And worried. But that's just who I am. I bet if I had all the money in the world and my love with me, I would still be sad and worried and stressed. LOL. I can't control those emotions.

Did I ever mention that I love getting e-mails and text messages. A lot of the times I read them and I don't reply because I'm not great with words and I don't know what to say. But I really do appreciate them and they do make me much happier. I love getting mail too. Mail is sweet. Just not bills...

I don't know where I'm going in life. But I'm glad I have a friend who's in the same position as me and we go through the SAME things together. I know it's selfish but sometimes I worry that things will work out for her but not me, because she's just the type of person who screws up everything but in the ULTIMATE ending she always gets the "happily ever after". I just don't want to be alone on this journey. It's hard. Everything here is just really really hard. I wish I had the brains, and then FO SHO I'd know where I want to go in life. But I don't. So I'm kind of relying on hard work and dedication to get me somewhere. But I'm not sure how far that's going to get me since hard work and dedication is all relative nowadays.

I'm tired. I still haven't finished math homework yet. WHY the HELLLL has math gotten exponentially more difficult in the last month?! Thank GODDDD we're not learning conics and stuff. I remember learning that in grade 10 math and it was the worst shit ever. But we have to learn Sequences and Series. EW. Apparently, it's the last and HARDEST chapter of the entire course. DAUMMMM.

Seriously. I complain. I whine. I bitch. But in the end, I'm glad you're here beside me. All the way.