Let's hope not anyways.

Everyone has their own problems to worry about and you can't possibly blame them when they just don't have the time to give a shit about yours. I'm totally okay with it now. I'm a sensitive person so I understand when I start getting weird/isolation/cold-shoulder vibes from people.

So much has happened and I think I finally realized that there's no way out of this. I just have to work harder. That's it. The only reason why universities making transferring universities so difficult is because they don't want the standard between universities to be taken advantage of by students. Every university has it's own difficulty and you need a certain level of intelligence and effort to get into one, therefore it's unfair to say one university sucks and another university is "smarter". But I still agree that the standards between universities do vary, what I'm saying is that even though it does vary, it doesn't matter nor does it make a difference because in the end, THE VERY VERY VERY end, the best will win.

I do believe in destiny and a calling. I don't know if being a doctor is my calling but it's my best bet so far and I just want to take it and run with it. Because if I don't, I won't have anything at all.