I finished my second psychology term test and boy does it feel... not so good. I don't know actually. I'm not sure if I did well or not. I did okay on the first few questions but I feel like I completely screwed up the last 20 questions. Again, not sure though. I hate that mixed feeling because I don't know what to tell myself to make myself feel better.

I have chemistry lab and second term test tomorrow. Screwed. Again. I feel SOOOOO stressed. But I'll get through it. As always. I've opened up my career options because becoming a doctor looks SO much harder now. Like back then I kept on telling myself that medical school is more competitive than it looks but I don't think I actually ABSORBED that because I STILL thought I had a chance of getting in. Now, I think I've fully accepted the fact that I probably won't get into medical school and there's no point killing myself over it. I'm still going to try and I'm still going to work very hard but I have to emotionally prepare myself for disappointment because nothing's worst than busting my ass and then think that I did all of it for nothing. Maybe I'll end up going to an American medical school... because a lot of medical schools in US only require a 3.0 GPA whereas in Canada you need like a 3.8 to ACTUALLY get in.

I finished watching HEARTBREAK LIBRARY. It's a Korean move featuring Lee Dong Wook and Eugene. The movie is sad. Not like crying-your-eyes-out sad, but like watching-a-sunset sad. I don't know if that made any sense but that's the best way I can describe it. The plot is sort of boring. The direction of the plot reminds me of Sassy Girl but without all the humour. The plot doesn't really go anywhere and in the end, it feels like nothing really happened. Yeah, just a typical Korean movie.

Okay, I'm going to go finish my lab and then get started on studying. BLAH.

Oh and did I mention that I LOVE EUNHYUK. He's like the GOD of my world right now. I don't know why I never paid any attention to him before.