You know, catching up isn't all that hard. It's just because I keep putting it off and doing more "important" things such as Facebook and MSN. Of course, I'm disappointed with myself, but what can I do about it. It's me.

Today I broke my record for coming home late. I came home at 1:20AM!!!!! I was at Robart's trying to finish up something for a deadline due at 12. Damn it. I'm so tired right now but I still have SO MUCH WORK to do. I really want high school back. Actually, no I don't.

I'm actually not quite sure what I want to do with my life anymore so I decided to "open up my options". Instead of trying to find a word with the scrabble letters I've been given, I'm going to toss them back into the bag and pull out new ones. Because CLEARLY, I'm not happy with the letters I got.

So now, I'm going to finish up first year life science. I'm going to take a whole bunch of random courses next year, join a gazillion clubs and just do a bunch of random things. Hopefully something will strike a fire in me and I'll find my passion. Because at this moment, being a doctor seems REALLY far away.