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Monday, May 4, 2009


OH NO?! No!!! I MEAN YES YES YES YES YES!!!

I'm not prepared for my last exam. Whatever. I don't give a flying fuck anymore. LIFE SUCKS. Can't get any worse than this. I'm just DYINGGGG to finish it. I think that's the problem with all my very last exams, I just don't care enough to actually study it. I remember biology was my last IB exam and I was so like... "Yeah... sure... I'll get to it tomorrow." And then I realized that tomorrow afternoon is the exam so I'm like, "Yeah... sure... I'll get to it tomorrow morning."

But in the end... I still passed and got the grades for university. SO EVENTUALLY EVERYTHING WILL WORK OUT!!! That's the only thing I have in my head because I'm too lazy to believe in the your-hard-work-will-be-awarded-for shpill. I'm such a lazy ass this year.

Tomorrow I'm getting my HAIRCUT!!! FINALLY!!! My head has been turning into a broomstick or whatnot. I don't know what I'm going to do with it but it better be amazing. Then I have to run around campus and tie up loose ends before the year comes to an end. THEN if I have time, I've got to go VISIT CLAIRE AT YORK!!! I haven't seen her since FOREVERRRRRRR. Like... FOREVER!!!!! But... Fred might be there too... and I always have this issue about hanging around couples because it feels like I'm intruding on their personal time. I mean, Fred probably hasn't seen Claire since forever too, so... he's probably dying to spend some quality time with her in her management class. Whereas if -I- were there, I'd probably like... ruin their moments with my oh-my-gawd-when-do-we-get-out-of-here whines. Unless... of course, JULIE IS THERE!!!

I can't believe Sherry is coming back JUNE1st?!?!?!?!?!?! WTF?!?!?! I kept on saying, "You'll probably be back when I'm done exams." And she's like, "AHAHAHAHA That's hilarious!!!" And not ONCE did she correct me and say, "DUDE, your exams don't last 5 weeks!!!" So she lead me to believe that she'd be back before I knew it. Now when I'm done exams, I'm going to mope around... well, until I secure myself at a nifty research position. GAHHH!!!

I have to return his textbook to him. I'm SO not looking forward to it. I don't want to see him anymore more than I have to. Such a freaking pain in the ass to see him and pretend to be all happy. 'Cause you know, if I don't act all bubbly and happy he's going to be like, "I'm a big fan of yours!!! [FAN. He uses the word "fan" ahem*] Let me cheer your up!" And then he throws his arm around my shoulder like we're best buddies. I don't mean to be a bitch but... you throwing your arm around my shoulders has NOTHING to do with cheering me up, in fact, the completely opposition happens.

Ugh... I can't be myself around him. He's so on the opposite site of the world. And you know what I can NEVER live with, the fact that he calls himself the "family man". Dude, I know you're 22 and all, but that's hardly the age to be considered the "family man". I know you cook, bake, clean and knit like my grandma, but please... don't NICKNAME yourself the "family man", you sound like those 40-year-old husbands who stay at home wearing aprons and ironing clothes, waiting for their wives to come home. EW.

But then again, my friend DID warn me about Shanghai guys. LMFAO. It's just... I know a lot of Shanghai guys and they don't exactly carry knitting sticks in their knapsacks...

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!! Oh and I blocked him on Facebook and when I bumped into him with Ring after I was done my physics exam, he was all like, "We still need to celebrate your birthday."

Well, you're right on one point, my birthday still needs to be celebrated. But... no, it's not "WE" who is celebrating my birthday. It's going to be me and my NORMAL friends who are going to celebrate my birthday.

You would think that after TWO weeks of not saying anything to him, he would "get it", but I guess there's a reason why they're called slow.

Okay enough of a rant. I have to study. BLAH! GAH! *feels like being sentenced to death* I miss everyone so muchies!!! I can't wait until 10PM tonight... less than 12 hours to go.

But that's not even going to be the best time of the day. The hottest time of the day is...
2PM!


& I pressed the reset @ 11:03 a.m.