Summer sucks. I still haven't found anything to do yet. I still haven't sold my textbook yet. I should set up some ads and get rid of them. I need MONEY.

I've tried to be a better person. Really. But sadly, it's not going very far. It's so much easier just to be who you are. I don't get this crap where people are like, "It's important to be yourself." and then they say, "Be a better person every day."

Like... you can't be a better person and STILL be yourself. Because when you push yourself to go that extra mile to be a better person, you don't ACTUALLY REALLY want to do it. You're just doing it because you want to be a better person. You're not doing it because you actually want to commit that act of kindness. Unless, of course, you have the amazing ability to psychologically convince yourself that you actually want to do it.

WHAT AM I GOING TO MAJOR IN?! Yes, that's the main problem. Getting into the major I want is SUCH a hassle. I think it comes to a point where I shouldn't even be picky anymore, I should just be grateful that I get in. My academic standards are so low right now. Looking at a 50 is about the norm for me. A 60 makes me smile. A 70 will probably get me high and crying for joy.

Anyways, I still have about three projects left to finish off. I should get going with them.

MARK CHAO <3 BLACK AND WHITE <3 Sorry but Vic... doesn't even COME CLOSE to Mark. LOL. And Mark is like a new guy man... well, at least I think he's a new guy. I don't understand the hype about Vic. Maybe it's because I'm not familiar with his works.